40 Days & 40 Nights: Porn #2

In my last 40, I spoke of Road Ranger’s amazing pizza and how rare it was to find in chain of stores. I eventually found out their website had a search feature which allowed you to find stores with specific features and options, one of them being their pizza. It would turn out the Road Ranger I visited on the way to my now ex-girlfriend in Illinois was the closest one to my current locale in Wisconsin. The closest one to me in Wisconsin itself resides in Oakdale, which is good if I wanted to visit a friend in La Crosse, but not good just to have a snack. The rest reside in Illinois and are otherwise over an hour away. So I’m screwed on getting Road Ranger Pizza.

Lest I make a trip, of which you can be certain I will be doing soon enough now that I have free reign to consume Road Ranger Pizza. Problem being I can only travel like that during the weekends, and my time is limited as it stands (or so it should be). I suppose I could drive there after work given it’s a 24 hour gas station, but I honestly don’t like the idea of driving alone that amount of distance just to feed a craving. If I had company, it would be another matter entirely. So this is a call out to anyone I know who would like to get some gas station pizza over in South Beloit, either on a weekend or sometime after 10 PM during the week. I’m starving. If done during the weekend, we can stop by Naughty But Nice and pick up something…nice? If it’s still open that is. However it goes. Point being, hunger drives a man to do terribly silly things, and my will is ever weak. Whatever. Om nom nom.

But I suppose I should let you know how the the last 40 has gone, yes? I not only failed it, but it was near the end as well. I had to get myself to Madison to help a Project Famous member with a music video shoot, and I had overslept and mismanaged my time once more. And to top off not having gotten enough gas before the trip, I hadn’t eaten anything yet, and I was certainly unable to grab something anytime soon. So I did what I had to do, and got myself something to eat whilst getting my gas as well. I was so close to completing my goal, and I had failed just two days before it was official.

And I honestly don’t feel that bad about it. In the end, these challenges I give myself are meant to make life difficult for me, but not unlivable. I’m sure I could have done without the convenience store food and not eat for another six hours, but would that have done me any sort of good? I’m all for growth and the like, but I’m not about to kill myself slowly just to say I succeeded upon a personal goal nobody cares about save me. This can show how committed I am to life choices and the like, or maybe it’s just I don’t want to be stupid and pass out while driving because of malnutrition. Not that I could die from not eating in 24 hours, but I’d rather be without the minor inconvenience. First World Problems, you know?

In regards to what I’m attempting for my next 40, I’m going to do a cop-out and just try without Pornagain. I’m just not in the mood to try some of my other fun ideas at this time, and given it’s close enough to the last time I attempted this, why not try for Round 2 and see how I cope? Last time was alright, though it was certainly the change of pace. You appreciate the female form a lot more when you constrain yourself from seeing the whole lot all at once. Or something like that. At it’s best it’s a time saver for me, and the less distractions I have from what I should really be doing with my time, the better.

I started this 40 a little late, so I’ll officially be done on September 25 this time around. Almost one full month from my next birthday, and a full year since I moved back home with family. How about that? Will give my thoughts on that when it comes around for it, so for the now, just now I’m trying to hold back on the lot of negative feelings I would like to throw down on myself. Yes, what I already throw on myself is the lesser of two evils. A lot can happen in a month or two, however, so maybe I’ll feel better about things when it comes round. Or maybe that’s just the Jeremiah Weed talking? As it goes.

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2 thoughts on “40 Days & 40 Nights: Porn #2

  1. […] ventures without porn weren’t as exciting this time around. I knew what to expect and how to cope due to my […]

  2. […] too many reviewers while not getting my own work done. Porn was given its own attempt as well (twice actually), though I merely went to other avenues to arouse that technically weren’t porn. I […]

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